miserable life has end. at least for now.

for now,

i am concentrating on celebrating eid with my most beloved family.

so all the work stuff needs to wait until i finish my holiday.

i have been blessed as i have been surrounded with these beautiful and kind people.

• my family for never walk away from me. who always there through my ups and downs. who accept me for what ever weaknesses i have. who always forgive me for every mistakes i made. who never stop to guide me for same mistakes i done over and over again.
• my sunshine; Mohd Taufiq Aqmal, for always knows me better than myself. for always there for me. for listening to every stories i have in my daily life. for everything.
• my friends who feel likes family. even though we are apart now with our own life but the memories and bonding that we have will never be forgotten. i miss u guys where ever you are. i hope that we can hang out together like before. having fun. especially u, RK.
• my school friends. we never apart really. its been years but when we are together, i feel like im still young like before. u guys never fail to makes me laugh over and over again over the same stories we have.
• my new friends i met. we feel close though we just met. i feel blessed having u guys. u guys made my work life so fun despite all of the workloads and burden we have.

thanks to all of u for being a part of my life. Alhamdulillah, i have been blessed again and again. Thank you Allah for all of these people.

I LOVE ALL OF THESE BEAUTIFUL AND KIND PEOPLE.

I am sorry if i make any mistakes, if my words hurting u, if my act annoying u. but trust me i never have any intention to do so. I am sorry.

feel like i do not want to wake up.

either we can fast forward the time until the next monday

or wake me up the next monday

can i?

life is miserable right now. ergh.

on the other hand,

life would be much better

when i am with my other part

feels like ignoring the other burden

like the world is ours and nothing else matter

cliche~

anyway, the countdown hurts me by day.

i think i do not have life.

most of the time hospital being my second house

this is not what i imagine my life would be

so lame. i know. tell me about it.

but i believe this is only temporary.

it just a matter of time until i figure out how to balance between my life and leisure time.

one day.

it will come.

so just pray hard and give the best.

InsyaAllah everything will be fine as i strongly believe

He didnt plan this for nothing.

As always, He always knows what is the best for me.