..future

..scares the hell out of me. it so vague and no one knows what gonna happens in the future. i feel sorry for a friend of mine. i always thought she's gonna have a wonderful life. but it doesnt turn out like what i thought. but who is me to predict the future. im praying and hoping whatever happen in the future ill be able to go through it and have the strength to go through the future. last two nite i have fight with someone important in my life about future that we plan to be better than our previous generation. again, who are us to predict the future. we can only plan the future but the future is in HIS hand to be written. ya Allah semoga kau berikan aku kekuatan untuk melalui masa depan yang kau tuliskan untuk ku. ape pun mase depan itu.

friend, if u ever need me. ill alwiz be here for u. ya Allah berikan kekuatan dan ketabahan kepada sahabatku. amin.