..gembira..

happy mode on.

thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah.

decision is made. lets hope its for the best.

..jealous..

kadang-kadang saya cemburu dengan kehidupan orang laen
pastu rase tak bersyukur plak.
tapi betul cemburu.
mungkin bukan kehidupan la.
tapi ade sesuatu yang saye cemburu.
saye cemburu dengan kasih-sayang itu
dan bagaimana mereka meluahkan kasih-sayang itu.
di mana-mana sahaja mereka luahkan.
saya cemburu.

betul.

tak tipu.

tak bersyukurkah saya?

forgive me Allah for having this feeling.

..alhamdulillah..

found the calculator already! i left it in pharmaceutics laboratory the other day. terima kaseh nabilah tolong ambik kan. u are the best. terima kasih ya Allah kerana mengurniakan sahabat sebaek nabilah dan mengilhamkan pemikiran itu. Alhamdulillah.

ini kawan saye nabilah zainuddin. die suke buat aksi-aksi pelik bile amik gambar. hehe.

enough to make me happy :) thank you Allah for the feeling.

Hebatkan DIA? dalam sekelip mata DIA menghadiahkan perassan ini.

..sedih..

calculator hilang di saat peperiksaan hampir tiba

enough to make me sad :(

..future

..scares the hell out of me. it so vague and no one knows what gonna happens in the future. i feel sorry for a friend of mine. i always thought she's gonna have a wonderful life. but it doesnt turn out like what i thought. but who is me to predict the future. im praying and hoping whatever happen in the future ill be able to go through it and have the strength to go through the future. last two nite i have fight with someone important in my life about future that we plan to be better than our previous generation. again, who are us to predict the future. we can only plan the future but the future is in HIS hand to be written. ya Allah semoga kau berikan aku kekuatan untuk melalui masa depan yang kau tuliskan untuk ku. ape pun mase depan itu.

friend, if u ever need me. ill alwiz be here for u. ya Allah berikan kekuatan dan ketabahan kepada sahabatku. amin.

..bergembira di hujung minggu..

last weekend im having a great time with my friends (seperti selalu la hujung minggu mase berparti..hehe)

last thursday dora, kathy and me went to watch the phantom of the opera at adelaide entertainment centre. i never know i enjoy theater so much. the performance, the band, the song, the stage. i enjoy everything. at first i agree to watch the theater because i wanna gain an experience but im glad i agree because i really enjoy the show. plus the performer who plays Raoul in the performance is so handsome and hot. sangat kacak tak tipu. hehe.

last friday, we (pharmacist students) having our own little private party here in brompton. seperti biasa aktiviti makan2 menjadi program utama. then, we chit-chatting and playing game called silent killer. its a good game. haha. ade yg tensen jadi pembunuh tapi yang seronoknye ade jugak yg tensen jadi polis sampaikan menyerah diri awal sebab taktau camne nak tangkap pembunuh. haha. ade yang taktau nak kenyit mata bunuh orang n ade jugak yg salah kenyit mata sampaikan org tak faham yg die sedang membunuh. haha. jadi bykla aksi-aksi sepanjang permainan itu. hehe. all in all im having a good friday with my SIT friends. thanks for coming guys. do come again next time and we can have a party again? hehe.

on the friday night
me, dora, kathy n yasmin went to watch angels and demons. still not as best as you read the book but way better than da vinci code. okay la not so bad. but i dont like the ending. too clean ending. the ending in the book is better. but overall its ok.

on saturday n sunday i have a great time again with my friends here in adelaide. the friends who i feel bless having them in my life. the friends who will always be there with me through ups and downs. the friends who will tell me honestly and frankly when im wrong. the friends who together with me trying to be a better person day by day. the friends who i love so much.

again, thank you friends! my friends is one of the reason why i always looking forward to my weekend. hehe :D

i hope to be comfort

i hope to be loved

not to be mad at

not to be yelled at

not to be hated

last nite was rough

i love u

..incomplete..

my days always been great
and i feel grateful for that
im bless having such good and wonderful friends here in Adelaide that makes each my day very enjoyful and blissful.
having each of them in my life make the part of being away from my love ones a lot easier.


but still,
at the end of my day,
something is always missing, incomplete
there is a hole in my chest in each end of my day.
i wish we could be near to each other.
do the tiny little things together.



rindu yang tak pernah hilang.