..done..

im done with ethics paper. Thank you Allah for giving me the idea to do the assignment. mahu pergi meronggeng sebentar bersama housemate kesayangan sebelum meneruskan lagi tuntutan-tuntutan duniawi yang laen.

please forgive me,

i really have no intention to interrupt you.

saye betul-betul tak tahu.

:(

ethics position paper is giving me a severe headache. i dont even know how to start. dear GOD, please help me because only U can. :D

kenape perlu merapu-rapu kalau sebenarnye ape yang mahu disampaikan ialah

kau rindu aku.

die memang pelik.

saye tahu die memang begitu.

tapi mungkin sebab itu saye suke die :D

..so im back..

blog ni dah macam bersawang. hehe. not that im busy to update my blog it just that im busy spending time with my beloved ones. hehe. now, im back to adelaide, back to my routine as student. final year student of pharmacy. this year gonna be a tough year. i guess. i wish i will survive this year because i cannot wait to go back to malaysia for good and be with my beloved ones all the time. ok, a bit exagerated there. hehe. let me update what is going on for the last two months and im gonna let the pictures do the talking cause they say a picture say thousands words.

the best mom in the whole world

cousins!

dikelilingi bidadari?

purple girls!

little cousins yang kadang-kadang menjengkelkan. hehe

in action!

they do make me smile

happy?

haikal yang ajar pose itu. hehe

die dah kawen. orang gila saya. hehe

happy family!

kesayangan!

mereka yang buat hidup saya huru-hara tapi saya adore mereka

ini teman gossip. hehe

so the holiday is over and now its the time to concentrate back on my studies. and also its time to spend with my lovely friends here in adelaide who feel likes family. the ones who make the part of being far away from the loved ones much easier. :D

..exam..

as for now, everyone is busy studying for the final exam. same goes to me. haih! time-time macam ni pressure banyak dan kadang-kadang boleh menimbulkan perlakuan yang pelik-pelik. so people, please bare with me. sekejap je. at least for this two weeks, after that, i promise i will be back to normal. hehe.

so here the significant dates in november

14th nov: pharmacology 301
17th nov: applied pharmacotherapeutics 301
21st nov: molecular & chemical basis therapeutics 301
22nd nov: melbourne and shopping
23rd nov: malaysia, here i come. again. hehe :D

woot! woot! i cant wait to go back to malaysia *again*, spending time with my lovely family and my annoying sunshine and also my lollies and my crazy cousins too! :D :D :D

but for now, please, please zue for this two weeks concentrate on your studies. please. two weeks je. lepas tu kite ronggeng. ok?

GOOD LUCK FRIENDS!

hugs and love

..rindu..

i miz my lollipops! sangat annoy dengan mereka kadang-kadang. tapi most of the time i adore their cuteness. especially when haikal is telling his stories and hafizi is giggling over the joke. i really am missing them oh-so-very much.

muhamad haikal

syahrul hafizi

p/s: counting days to see and playing around with my lollies again. honestly, i couldnt wait. 34 days left.

sunshine,

i miz u too

..here again..

im back to adelaide. im having such a good eid with family tercinta and great spring holidays too. hehe. will update about it later. but now, im having this terrible homesick feeling. i miz my mom, abg din, haikal, abg ayeng, hafizi, nenek, my aunties and all my cousins and of course my annoying sunshine. i hate this feeling. urgh! :(

hati ku bukan di sini

ouh angin,

kirimkan salam rindu ku

pada mereka di sana

..i have a great life with great people in it, what could i possibly ask for more?

after so long, let me update what i've been up to lately, alaa basicly enjoying my life with great people in my life.

15th August-16th August,

there were visitors came from jordan and russia, so we as host drive them around adelaide. we went to Morialta park (first time for us too), Gorge Wildlife Park, Mount Lofty, Glenelg, St. Kilda, Port Adelaide and we had kangaroo dishes as dinner at Mekong Thai. here some of the pictures taken during the jalan-jalan.

kangaroo dishes at mekong thai

St. Kilda

Jongkat-jongket ini byk kali memalukan saye. hehe.

Morialta Park with our visitors

This is my first time cuddling koala after 3 years in Australia. Gorge Wildlife Park.

Port Adelaide.

and ouh, i know it might be late, but on 16th August, my sunshine graduated. yeay! congratulations dear. how i wish i was there to celebrate your success too. sob. sob.

congratulations encik :D

then comes ramadhan, i feel more calm, rajin and more motivated in doing things too. i love this month so much because this is the only time i can feel this calm and relax. everything seems so easy. plus we have series of iftar together. by together i mean, with all my great friends in adelaide la kan. we also have our own pre-aidilfitri celebration because most of us are going back for this coming aidilfitri. hehe. siap maen bunga api lagi. since hari kemerdekaan fall into bulan ramadhan, we also have the celebration during this month. we also have our own bazaar ramadhan for the first time in adelaide. mestila seronok kan. my housemates and i also jadi peniaga. we sold roti john, egg tart, dadih, serunding and karipap. alhamdulillah everything were sold out. hehe. so, lets see some of the pictures taken during ramadhan 1430.

Sambutan malam kemerdekaan

iftar at shipster. hehe.

iftar at brompton.

macam retarded kan? :P

Penjual roti john berjaya. Bazaar ramadhan, Barr Smith Lawn, University of Adelaide

Pre-aidilfitri celebration.

kami bakal ahli famasi berjaya. hehe.

shareholders. ok tak cukop 2 org lagi.

roti john in the making!

Summary;

i have a really great life. im blessed for having this life and all the people in it;my family, my sunshine and all my friends. thank you so very much Allah for these people. All in all saya sayang rakan-rakan saya semua :D. what could i possibly ask for more? hehe.

p/s: looking forward for this coming raya because im going back home after 2 years celebrating aidilfitri without my family. yeay! tidak sabar menunggu. :D :D :D

..senyum..

we are 51 months older and im glad and happy. thus, the title. lets keep counting until we lost the number. ok? :D

got my dose this morning and i high as usual. :D

..emergency chocolate..

EMERGENCY CHOCOLATE

For immediate relief of: Chocolate cravings, Lovesickness, Exam pressure, Mild Anxiety and Extreme Hunger.

Directions for use: Tear open wrapper, break off desired dosage, and consume. Alternatively massage into the affected area. Repeat dosage as required until all finished. If symptoms persist consult your local confectioner.

My dear friend give me the remedy this evening as my goodluck gift for the exam. it makes me smile all the night because of it. didnt i told u my friend here is a very good friend and im blessed for having such a good friend like her. Thank you Allah for sending this friend to me. Thank you Siti Khatijah Mohd Saffian. you made my day. i pray that u and me gonna doing great for this coming exam.

..pre-exam party..

so we have what we called pre-exam party last saturday. as usual we like to gather n makan-makan n gelak-gelak and do all the bende-bende pelik together. some of us playing the silent killer game again. but some of us decided just to watch they playing the game. in the first round cik siti mariam already ruined the game by saying "kenape my kertas tak tulis ape2" haha. we laugh until sakit perut n ade jugak gelak sampai melompat2. haha. then, some of them decide to balik since they have to take the bus and its already nite plus cold outside. tapi yang tinggal plak decided to play with m**e *p. haha. ape-ape la kawan-kawan saye ni. haish! but my friends here are the reason my life in adelaide is full with happiness. well, ive said this too many times but i do love u guys a lot. :D here some of the pictures taken during the what we called party.



after this all of us will be facing our final exam and all the gathering activities have to be stop for a while. ill be missing u guys. tapi takpe after the final exam, holiday is coming and time to berparti liar lagi! hehe :D. im looking forward to holidays. last but not least,

GOOD LUCK RAKAN-RAKAN!

..incomplete..

my days always been great
and i feel grateful for that
im bless having such good and wonderful friends here in Adelaide that makes each my day very enjoyful and blissful.
having each of them in my life make the part of being away from my love ones a lot easier.


but still,
at the end of my day,
something is always missing, incomplete
there is a hole in my chest in each end of my day.
i wish we could be near to each other.
do the tiny little things together.



rindu yang tak pernah hilang.

..mak's day..

saya sayang sangat mak saye,



mak saya ni comel tau. kalau keluar dengan die bile orang tanye saye siape die akan kate saye ni adik die sebab nampak mude selalu. boleh tak? dia seorang yg sangat tabah juga. besarkan saye n abang-abang saye seorang diri. kasihan die. bersusah-payah untuk kami 3 beradik ni. dah la kami ni nakal. mesti mak makan hati selalu sebab nak besarkan kami. dah la kami adik-beradik keras kepala. macam mane eh die boleh tahan ngan sume karenah kami? memang die seorang supermom tau! die lagi pentingkan keselamatan kami dari keselamatan die, sakit kami dari sakit die, kesusahan kami dari kesusahan die. selalunye kalau saye sedih n down saye akan murung n tak lalu makan. mak saye pun akan murung n tak lalu makan juga bile die tgk saye camtu. macam-macam die masak kan untuk saye supaye saye makan, baik kan die? die keje tak kire masa nak besarkan kami. tapi kadang-kadang saye sakitkan hati die, marah kat die. tak baik kan saye? mak saye sanggup je layan karenah saye tapi saye akan melenting bile mak saye marah sikit. maafkan saye mak. saye akan cuba jadi anak yang baik. mak saye kelakar jugak orang nye. saye telefon die semalam.



saye: mak



mak: ye, ade ape telefon?



saye: nak tanye resepi nak buat sate ni. dah lupe.



mak: ye ke. mak ingatkan nak ucapkan selamat hari ibu ke nak bagi hadiah hari ibu ke.



saye: hehe. nanti saye balik saye bagi hadiah eh. *sambil rase mak saye comel n gelak*



my mom is the best. i wouldnt trade her with anything in this world. Ya Allah bahagiakan hidup ibu ku Ya Allah sebagai mana dia telah membahagiakan aku.



mak, saye sayang sangat mak

..old..

will u grow old with me?

..easy yet hard..

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because

even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them,

you are one day closer to the next time you will see them again."

..of dream..

you kissed me in my dream last night
it was a brief kiss-on-the-lips
before you pulled away
when i wake up
the kiss still lingers
like it always do

i miss you

..42 months and still counting..

saya sayang awak

banyak, macam saya suka coklat

seumur hidup saya,

tak pernah sekali pun saya benci coklat

kalau dah habis saya makan

mesti saya akan cari lagi

macam tu jugak lah saya sayang awak

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SAYANG

..definition of love..

This is my own defintion of love.
i heart each of them oh-so-much.
their loves never fail to put a smile on my face.

mak,
i miz you ask me what i wanna eat for dinner
instead of cooking my own dinner now :(
i really miz your cooking
even it only telur goreng with sambal belacan

bapak,
i miz you babbling about anything when you were driving
eventhough sometime i have to admit its annoying *ampun*

abg ayeng,
i miz to hear your story
eventhough sometime you just repeating the same story again and again
you good at telling story
but i have to admit mak and i get boring sometime though..hehe
and you such a protective brother
i still remember when you scolded me because you thought im 'serong' from school
but that time, instead of feeling loved by you i felt you were just wanna channel your anger to me
but now im growing up, i know that you did that because you love me :D
and during my PMR examination,

you called me everyday just to ask how was the paper and you encouraged me to study hard
i felt loved that time, thanks big bro
and remember when you gave me a birthday present that you made from corals?
but your lil sister just dunno how to appreciate it and took out all the corals that you glued onto the box with patient

i really am sorry, big bro
if only i can turn back time, i will make sure i keep the present as beautiful as it is

abg din,
i miz to have fight with you
but now you've become a father, i guess we can never really fight like before kan?
you such an annoying brother
but still i love you, bro
remember when you throw me a birthday party when i was 18?
but im keeping you waiting because i chose my friends over you to celebrate my birthday
im so sorry, bro
once again, if i can turn back time, i will choose to stay at home that day and waiting you bring my birthday cake

haikal,
you getting bigger now,
and dah pandai merajuk
stop growing so fast dear,
your auntie still wanna play with the little you
and ouh,
i forgot to tell
this spoil kid love to eat
i wonder where he got the genes from..hehe
did i said spoil?yes, he is a spoil brat
blame his nenek, atuk, makcik, pakcik, his mama and papa..hehe

hafizi,
wait for your auntie

she is coming
i cant wait to see you
and caring the little you in my arm
you must be such a cute boy

my dearest boyfriend, mohd taufiq aqmal
i miz every single thing about you, dear
especially when you smile and your eyes are barely seen..hehe *jangan marah tau..but i really miz it*
i miz spending a good time with you
especially when we just sit at kl sentral and talk about everything
we even talked about a poster that you claimed smiling at you..remember?
every single time i spent with you is precious to me :D

and im looking forward to spend more good time with you again

soon!

Thanks ALLAH for sending each of them to me. Thanks everyone for these much loves, i feel bless having each and everyone of you in my life.

and now i am counting days to see each and everyone of you

*22 days to go*