..rindu..

i miz my lollipops! sangat annoy dengan mereka kadang-kadang. tapi most of the time i adore their cuteness. especially when haikal is telling his stories and hafizi is giggling over the joke. i really am missing them oh-so-very much.

muhamad haikal

syahrul hafizi

p/s: counting days to see and playing around with my lollies again. honestly, i couldnt wait. 34 days left.

sunshine,

i miz u too

..lupa..

lari dari realiti sampai terlupa kewujudan realiti itu.
sibuk merancang masa hadapan hingga terlupa kewujudan realiti itu.
realiti itu masih di situ dan tak hilang begitu sahaja.
terpaksa merancang semula. sukar tapi tiada pilihan.
if only i could change the fact.
terima kasih kepada yang mengingatkan kembali kepada realiti itu.
terima kasih kepada yang setia menyokong dan sentiasa mengingatkan.
terima kasih kepada yang setia di sini walaupun kau punya pilihan untuk pergi.
kau punya banyak pilihan untuk terus hidup tanpa realiti yang menyakitkan itu.
tapi kau masih setia untuk memilih yang menyakitkan.
jutaan terima kasih untuk semua-semua. aku akan terus menjagamu selagi ku mampu.
bersyukur dipertemukan dengan kau di salah satu persimpangan jalan hidup ini.
terima kasih untuk semua.

TERIMA KASIH
always.

..fix me please..

i need to be fixed. i have to fix me fisrt before i can do anything. even a simple thing. i think i loss the enthusiasm and optimism to be who i am now, to be here now. zue, tolong la bersyukur. haih!

so anyone care to fix me?

..envy..

aku cemburu pada kehidupan itu. kehidupan yang aku rasekan cukup sempurna. aku mempersoalkan perbezaan kehidupan aku dan kau. aku mahukan itu. sungguh kehidupan mereka buat aku menangis. bukan sebab terlalu sedih. tapi kehidupan itu betul-betul menyentuh bahagian sensitif dalam segumpal daging ini yang mampu membuat aku menangis. ini bukan nangis yang main-main atau sekadar rase simpati. ini tangisan yang gembira campur cemburu yang aku tak mampu tahan-tahan lagi walaupun di hadapan khalayak ramai. sungguh aku cemburu kehidupan itu. bukan cemburu mahu hancurkan kehidupan kau tapi cemburu kerana aku mahukan kehidupan yang macam itu juga. kasih sayang yang macam itu juga. ketabahan yang macam itu juga. kebergantungan yang macam itu juga. isgtighfar sebentar kerana tiba-tiba rase tak bersyukur. takpela kawan, semoga kehidupan kamu kekal bahagia dan aku harap kehidupan aku akan bahagia juga seperti kau. aku doakan. doakan aku juga ya. sungguh aku mahukan kehidupan yang seperti kamu-kamu. tabahla hati. perancangan ALLAH untuk setiap umatNya adalah yang terbaek.

..here again..

im back to adelaide. im having such a good eid with family tercinta and great spring holidays too. hehe. will update about it later. but now, im having this terrible homesick feeling. i miz my mom, abg din, haikal, abg ayeng, hafizi, nenek, my aunties and all my cousins and of course my annoying sunshine. i hate this feeling. urgh! :(

hati ku bukan di sini

ouh angin,

kirimkan salam rindu ku

pada mereka di sana

..i have a great life with great people in it, what could i possibly ask for more?

after so long, let me update what i've been up to lately, alaa basicly enjoying my life with great people in my life.

15th August-16th August,

there were visitors came from jordan and russia, so we as host drive them around adelaide. we went to Morialta park (first time for us too), Gorge Wildlife Park, Mount Lofty, Glenelg, St. Kilda, Port Adelaide and we had kangaroo dishes as dinner at Mekong Thai. here some of the pictures taken during the jalan-jalan.

kangaroo dishes at mekong thai

St. Kilda

Jongkat-jongket ini byk kali memalukan saye. hehe.

Morialta Park with our visitors

This is my first time cuddling koala after 3 years in Australia. Gorge Wildlife Park.

Port Adelaide.

and ouh, i know it might be late, but on 16th August, my sunshine graduated. yeay! congratulations dear. how i wish i was there to celebrate your success too. sob. sob.

congratulations encik :D

then comes ramadhan, i feel more calm, rajin and more motivated in doing things too. i love this month so much because this is the only time i can feel this calm and relax. everything seems so easy. plus we have series of iftar together. by together i mean, with all my great friends in adelaide la kan. we also have our own pre-aidilfitri celebration because most of us are going back for this coming aidilfitri. hehe. siap maen bunga api lagi. since hari kemerdekaan fall into bulan ramadhan, we also have the celebration during this month. we also have our own bazaar ramadhan for the first time in adelaide. mestila seronok kan. my housemates and i also jadi peniaga. we sold roti john, egg tart, dadih, serunding and karipap. alhamdulillah everything were sold out. hehe. so, lets see some of the pictures taken during ramadhan 1430.

Sambutan malam kemerdekaan

iftar at shipster. hehe.

iftar at brompton.

macam retarded kan? :P

Penjual roti john berjaya. Bazaar ramadhan, Barr Smith Lawn, University of Adelaide

Pre-aidilfitri celebration.

kami bakal ahli famasi berjaya. hehe.

shareholders. ok tak cukop 2 org lagi.

roti john in the making!

Summary;

i have a really great life. im blessed for having this life and all the people in it;my family, my sunshine and all my friends. thank you so very much Allah for these people. All in all saya sayang rakan-rakan saya semua :D. what could i possibly ask for more? hehe.

p/s: looking forward for this coming raya because im going back home after 2 years celebrating aidilfitri without my family. yeay! tidak sabar menunggu. :D :D :D

..the feeling..

..kenape perlu rase macam itu? rase macam cemburu dengan kehidupan orang laen. again, this feeling is unreasonable. haih. saye sepatutnye gembira atas kegembiraan orang lain kan? Ya Allah ampunkan hambaMu ini kerana mempunyai penyakit hati ini.