..random feeling..

these are what i feel now

• have u ever feel there is a hole in your chest when u missing someone?i feel like that. im missing everyone back in malaysia. my family, my annoying little nephew; haikal and of course my sunshine; encik mohd taufiq aqmal.
• did u ever feel like u wanna quit study and be a housewife because u thought it might be easier than studying to become a pharmacist?that is what i feel now. can i quit now and just prepare myself to become a housewife?haha.
• have u ever ask urself why u choose to be a pharmacist in the first place? that is what i feel now. ok i've been asking this question too many times kan? tapi serious sometimes i feel like that. haih!
• have u ever think why u wanna study at overseas when ur country have many good tertiary education centre? ok, this bad. ungrateful me kan? orang lain punyela bersusah payah nak study kat luar negara tapi saye rase camni. it just a thought though. but i shouldnt think like that kan? bad me. i know.
• have u ever feel like u wanna accelerate the time to friday (because it is the day my weekend starts. hehe) when its just only the first day of the week which is monday? i alwiz feel like that. i like my weekend because its time to be away from those boring notes and books on my desk and its time for party! haha
• i realized that im getting bored making products in my pharmaceutics practical. i used to feel really excited everytime its the time for pharmaceutics practical. but somehow after 3 years, i guess i loss the excitement along the way. haha. u get bored when u have to do something so many times right? tapi..tapi that is what my job is kan. making products for the others good. hehe. aiyo! seriously how im going to be a good pharmacist ni.
• i realized that my pharmaceutics lecturer, Dr. Des William alwiz ask the same question everytime he see me since the first year. his question is, "selamat petang, apa khabar? bagus. sangat bagus." i think it is because that are the only words in bahasa melayu that he knows. haha. maybe i should teach him new words kan? kawan-kawan setuju?
• have u ever feel that u should study because the test is just around the corner but yet u still here blogging about a random thing? that is what i feel right now. i have applied pharmacotherapeutics test this friday but yet im still here blogging about nothing. haha. blogging seems more interesting than those notes on my desk. seriously. dush!
• and now i think i should start reading those notes now if i still wanna be here in adelaide (yela kalo tak sure JPA anta balik malaysia sebab fail kan).